Our new venture right now is pressuring and challenging but at the same time it’s very rewarding. As the task is assigned to us I would feel a rush. Each one is a new challenge and I know they don’t want excuses they want results. Inside of me I feel like screaming in panic and excitement but I can’t do it aloud so I will type in the friendster bulletin as if it’s my Twitter to release the tension. I hope my friendster friends will not be annoyed with my frequent postings. I hope you understand.
Each day is like a battle. The moment we head home we feel tired as well as triumphant because another day of learning and getting through the process of becoming not only a better apprentice but as a person as a whole has been completed.
In the four days in this new phase I know I need to be confident more especially in the way I speak. I need to change some of my attitude. It includes becoming more expressive, spontaneous and maybe just be cool.
It is not that easy here but it’s good. I know this will make me better.
